i have never been more awake in my life.
do you ever get the feeling that you cant swim but are about to be thrown in the deep end.
and in some pavlovian kind of way you will tread water.
beautiful.
you will doggie paddle.
instead of sinking to the bottom like a brick...
you will become an island.
become you.
you will grow. white sands.
one day people will sit on them in the shade of trees and think the same thoughts.
this is the only thing i have ever been truly sure of.
