i wrote a really long entry. than i remembered what you said tonight.
i realized nothing except more things that i dont know the answer to.
ive been giving up on myself one heartbeat at a time.
all these questions are asphyxiating.
i wonder if my life is like Mcbeth
where all the people that fill the rolls are cursed from the moment they speak the name.
and of course everyone dies in the end.
oh bill you were so melodrmaric
